I'm Back!

Hellooooo!

Sorry I've been gone for a couple weeks...
Things got rough at home, so I stayed with a friend for a while and I don't get wifi there... -_-

Anyway, lots of good news, new news and only one down side...

First good news, I'm going on vacation tomorrow! Yay! My family got a lake house in Missouri. Very nice and VERY big! I'm so excited.

More good news... I'm getting an apartment with me best friend!

Oh yeah and I'm really high right now :)

The only bad thing is... I've gained 5 lbs! I plan to loose them on vacation.
I plan on eat only 500 or less a day, looking at magazines and reading my new ana book. Maybe try to go for a run down the beach every morning :).

I'm not sure if I'll have internet at the lake house or not so I might not be able to update for another week... If there is internet, I'll try to post something tomorrow night.

<3 Halley

Creating my own Fear

I gotta get back into blogging everyday... It helps keep me on track.


Today should've been day 5 of the abc diet... but I've been hanging out with my "overweight" friend a lot.

Yesterday I had chicken wings, onion rings, and pizza.... came home and slept from 7 pm to 3 am at 3 I had some macaroni salad and ice cream.
Ugh! I am disgusting!!!!

The day before that.... I had fried fish and sausage!
Wtf happened to my vegan, anorexic behaviors!?!?!

The days before that I don't remember but I know they weren't the right caloric amounts... way over.

Anyway, I start working full time again today. Hopefully staying busy enough to keep my mind off food...

My boss never makes us take a break and I work Noon to 9 pm so I could skip dinner and probably lunch too.
I can have a 200 calorie breakfast today and burn it all of at work.

I have a lot to talk about.
Lots of changes are about to happen in my life and I'm quite excited and nervous as well.


But I don't have time to talk about it all right now... Next blog!

Eating a banana and heading to work!

<3 Halley

This time is different... maybe.

Aaaand, I'm back!
Once again, I'm sorry for being a bad blogger...
Lifes just been boring.
Even though I'm slowly losing weight and down to 115, theres just not much to talk about.

How did I loose 10 pounds in 2.5 weeks? Well I had oral surgery which resulted in my mouth being wired shut and being forced to eat blended up shit  through a tube... It tasted awful so I starved myself instead.


So... If you can't stop stuffing your face, get in a bar fight, have some dude break your jaw... there ya go :)

And now I'm healed and can eat whatever I please.... but I can't considering my stomach shrank... a lot.

However, I'm gonna have to keep myself in check so I'm doing the abc diet again :)


Todays 500... its a lot for me still.


You can do anything you want. 
We all know that thinspo pic...
Rome wasn't built in a day. Don't give up.
Live by that. :)

<3Halley