The real Dissappointment

When I told my best friend I have an E.D she wasn't mad... she said she kind of already knew. A few months later I asked her if she wanted to lose some weight with me. She said yes. I was so excited for her! Next February were going to Florida. We were going to start working out and eating better a week ago when I got back from Vacation. I did, and I pushed her... but she won't. She needs it. I mean she's my best friend and I love her but I know she'd be much happier if she looked like the pictures she showed me of how she wants to look...

I think I'm going to compile together a thinspo video and send it to her via facebook. (personal message)

And soon we will be getting an apartment together... I feel like if we live together she will take on my good eating habits. I hope so anyway.

When I do eat, it's natural and organic.

I think today after class I should take her to barns and noble with me... we'll sit down with a couple waters and look at magazines. And go to the natural food store thats right by her house. And then I will be cruel and take her to the pool after the picture of skinny, beautiful girls have been burned into her mind. I hope she will look at her body and see that she needs to make some changes.

Is this too mean?

I'm really looking for some input guys.

Help me out.

<3 Halley