This time is different... maybe.

Aaaand, I'm back!
Once again, I'm sorry for being a bad blogger...
Lifes just been boring.
Even though I'm slowly losing weight and down to 115, theres just not much to talk about.

How did I loose 10 pounds in 2.5 weeks? Well I had oral surgery which resulted in my mouth being wired shut and being forced to eat blended up shit  through a tube... It tasted awful so I starved myself instead.


So... If you can't stop stuffing your face, get in a bar fight, have some dude break your jaw... there ya go :)

And now I'm healed and can eat whatever I please.... but I can't considering my stomach shrank... a lot.

However, I'm gonna have to keep myself in check so I'm doing the abc diet again :)


Todays 500... its a lot for me still.


You can do anything you want. 
We all know that thinspo pic...
Rome wasn't built in a day. Don't give up.
Live by that. :)

<3Halley

Title Pending......

My life is stable and boring at the moment.
Will post when something changes.....

<3 Halley

Perfect

I am becoming the perfect example of a girl with an eating disorder...
Aside from being fat that is.
I had tomato soup yesterday...
First time i ate in god knows how long.
10 minutes later I found myself on the bathroom floor with horrible cramps...
sorry for the detail but it came out both ends and then i passed out.

I've stopped loosing weight though :(

I need to exercise. 

I hate that lol


But all going well... I am noticing a difference in the way my clothes fit. 
Looser :)

<3 Halley

Stay strong... it'll happen

Oh my poor old heart.

Can you loose wait from crying? 
Cause I've been doing that all day...

Zombie

I was bad last night...
I weighed myself....

I never weight myself at night.... but I hadn't slept the night before so does it count??
Anyway in 6 days I've lost 9lbs! I'm now at 117!

Which means I've accomplished goal #1 and I'm 7 pounds away from goal #2!

So today I've had;
A sip of a nasty ass slurppy from speedway
calories? Idk but it was horrible!

1/2 cup of v8
25 cals

and I've been working on this diet pepsi for about 3 hours...

This not eating thing is easy.
Actually it's become easier to not eat than to eat...

No desire for food :)


But I am starting to feel like a zombie...
Oh well!

<3 Halley

CAUTION! Bored Blogger!

It's 2:06 am...

I have an awesome idea!

I forgot that earlier today I bought a sewing tape measure!

Truth?
I've never taken my measurements....


GASP! I know!
So, here goes...

Neck: 12 3/4 in.
Boobs: 33 in.
Waist:27 in.
Hips:32 in.
Butt:35 in
Thighs: 20 in.
Upper arm: 11 in.
Wrist: 6 in.


I felt so fat taking those measurements.... Yuck!
Anyway yeah... hope everyones sleeping sound :P

<3Halley

Where have you been young lady???

Well...

Basically something great happened... Kinda.

I had jaw realignment surgery.
Which means while recovering my jaw is wired shut...
I can count on my hands how many calories I've had the past 5 days.
And the great thing (I guess) is that my mom isn't even pushing me to eat!
I don't even feel hungry anymore, cause my stomach has shrunk.

I've vomited up whatever the hell gets in my stomach... probably the lining.
Sweet!
Yet I still look fat... but I guess I always will... haven't weighed myself yet... Im gonna wait the 10 more days before I do... no food... water is my best friend... it really is filling. I'm also secretly taking metabolism pills.... Can't tell ya if they work or not yet.

So this will be the longest I've gone with out food... so far its been 5 days... 10 more to go. 15 in total (I'll probably keep going after this is over too) Until I'm skinny :)

Down side,
It's hard to get exercise...
Yesterday I paced the lower level of my house for 30 minutes..
Today I walked around shops and such with my no longer ex boyfriend :)

Anyway, I apologize for my lack of blogging...
I'll try to get back to posting everyday 
And before and after pics soon too

<3 Halley