Weekend Blues

I am the only person ever who doesn't like weekends.
Don't get me wrong, I look forward to it all week long. But then it gets here and I'm like, "Woo weekend! Eat EVERYTHING! RAWWWRR!" Yeah that's pretty much how it goes and yesterday and today have just been nonstop eating. And I hate it.

It's 7:30 pm and I'm done for the weekend. I decided to play with my hair to distract me. It always works. Trying to see if pink will cover me orange hair.

I bought some books online. The first one came today, it's called Perfect by Natasha Friend. It's a pro ana book, well that what I thought it was gonna be. But it's pro mia and a little young for me considering it's from the point of view of a 13 year old. I'm also reading Looks by Madeleine George. That ones good but I can't decide if it's pro ana. he never says anything about her weight, never worries, and she just says shes allergic to a lot of foods and I don't know if it's true or part of her ED. There's another book on the way but I can't remember what it is lol.

Anyway, I weighed myself friday right before I passed out from having 100 calories in 2 days. Some how I was 120... how? Maybe I'm at a platue... any tips for getting off?

I'm feeling like this ABC diet isnt working for me cuz I lost like 1 lb. the first week... thats it. I'll just go back to not eating until I have to. :) I like that. It's easy. No counting calories.

Well I hope all is well with you skinny people. Maybe I can join you some day soon? I'm gonna go take some laxatives and see what this pink hair dye did.

<3Halley