Exasperated sigh!

Today I put food in my mouth... and I.. I swallowed it! And then.... I did it again. and again. aaaand again. Oh Ana's gonna shoot me.... Where the fuck was she? Or at least my mom? Either one of them work pretty well on stopping me from stuffing my fat face.

Actually considering the amount of food I was around today, it could've been a lot worse... But I still feel like shit cause i definitely went over my 400 cal limit. Which means tomorrow I'm fasting. Im gonna try to fast all weekend and weight myself monday morning. I'm also gonna go to the gym tomorrow night and saturday and sunday. I wanna see a big drop. If I successfully fast through the weekend. I'm gonna keep going until I drop to 115. Then depending on when I get paid, start the cabbage soup diet then restart ABC. I hate how often I have to restart things.

I can do it! Be positive damn it!

Does anyone have fasting tips? Can never seem to get past that damn 2nd night. Just need more will power? Do you like put yourself in a cocoon the 2nd or 3rd day? Haha I might have to do something like that. 

If I'm fasting should I still work out? Maybe drink some diet juice before hand so I have a little energy?

Meh. Ana's got lots of rules.

Hoping for a better tomorrow.

<3 Halley