What a beautiful start of Day #2!
Yesterday went great. I actually had calories to spare! I'm not gonna lie i did look for something to eat at home with only 90 calories but I guess my family is too fat for anything below 400...
Last night I walked to the kitchen and was probably going to reck my diet on the first day... If it weren't for my oh so lovely mother I would have. She saw me looking through the cabinets and she said "you don't need food" and proceeded to poke my fat stomach. It's like I have my very own Ana.
Dear mom,
I can't wait till you tell that I look like I've lost weight.
I can't wait till you tell me how great I look.
I can't wait till you get worried by my weight. (or lack of)
I can't wait till you beg me to eat something, anything.
I can't wait for you to remember that this is all your fault....
Am I good enough yet mommy?
What a dark start to the day...
Yikes! But thats what my mom does to people.
Hope the rest of my day goes better. I have to remember to be more positive!
Oh yeah todays another 500 cal day. I've already had a waffle with nothing on it (95 cals). Not sure what else I'll have. If anything at all.
<3 Positive Halley
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